Shivoham — The Quest

The album evolved from living room workshops held with Kenny Werner, Brian Gill, John Kiehl, and Mirek Vana, to three gigantic binders of scores and structure sheets, revised endlessly, every page populated with the handwritten notes of Teese Gohl and myself.

The London Metropolitan Orchestra, the London Voices and the NYC Soul Chants Ensemble play and sings on nearly every track. The Indian instrumentalists and percussion ensembles also play on all, though we highlight different ones in each section. An Indian choir sang longer passages requiring extensive Sanskrit.

OVERTURE – Song of Beginnings

We ask for grace and blessings to remove obstacles along the way.

Gum Gana Pathaye Namaha

Vakratunda Mahaakaaya
Soorva Koti Samabrabha
Nirvignam Kurume Deva
Sarva Karyeshu Sarvadaa
Ganaanaam Tvaa Ganapati Gum Hava-Mahe
Kavim Kaviinaam-Upama-Shravas-Tamam
Jyessttha-Jam Brahmannaam Brahmanas Pata
Aa Nah Shranvan-Notibhih-Seeda-Saadanam
Om Shri Mahaa-Ganapataye Namah Om…

MOVEMENT I – YEARNING

1. Song of the Seeker

Lead me to reality, lead me to the light, lead me to bliss…says the ancient Sanskrit text, with an adaptation of De Profundis (Psalm 130).

Asato Maa Sad Gamaya
Tamaso Maa Jyotir Gamaya
Mrityor Maa Amritam Gamaya

Out of the depths I cry to you Oh Lord,
Lord hear my voice
Let your ears be attentive
To the voice of my pleading
I place all my trust in you my God
All my hope is in your mercy

If you Oh Lord should mark our sins
Lord who would survive?
But with you is found forgiveness
Therefore we beseech you

2. Song of the Worldly Dance

A quiet voice reminds us there is more, even as we are entangled in the worldly dance. Cyro Baptista and Jamey Haddad meet several drums from India. Anthony Pike of London plays the clarinet, Gil Goldstein, the accordion, with Indian soloists on sitar, sarod and flute.

Wake up! Life is fleeting;
Wake up! It’s getting late
Wake up! The drums are beating
Marching to the gate!

Uth Jag Musafir, Bhor Bhayee
Asato Maa Sad Gamaya
Tamaso Maa Jyotir Gamaya
Mritvor Maa Amritam Gamaya

3. Song of Yearning

Is a further definition of the seeker’s dream-to find love, to find the divine in real form beyond an abstract idea. Tom Kemp from London played the violin, Peter Calo, the guitar, and Gil Goldstein, the accordion.

Daras Bina Dhukh Na Lage Naina

Every breath I take is because of your grace
Why oh why my Lord, do I forget your face?
Every word I say, but a part in your play
Why did I my Lord, not think of you today?

Every song I sing, a rhythm of your heart
How can my Lord, bear to be apart?
Such beauty all around, painted by your hand
Let me feel your love, make me understand

Every bird, every bee, every flower, every tree
Sing Radhe Radhe Govinda (of divine love)
Gentle breezes refrain, the sound of falling rain,
Singing Radhe Radhe Govinda

Let me see, let me hear
Let your shining form appear
Talk to me, dance with me, and be mine
Show me love Radhe Radhe,
Shine the light Radhe Radhe
Let me drown in your love divine

Radhe Krishna Govinda Daras Dhikhao

MOVEMENT II – SEARCHING

1. Song of Destruction

Na Ma Shi Va Ya, which correspond to air, water, fire, ether, and space- five elements that make up all matter. Continuous repetition of this mantra is said to purify the elements in and around us and free the light within. The song is set to a 10-beat rhythm cycle, Jhap Taal.

Vande Shambhum Umapathi Sura Gurum
Vande Jagat Karanam
Vande Pannaga Bhooshana MrigaDharam

Vande Pashunaam pathim
Vande Soorya Shashanka Vahni Nayanam
Vande Mukunda Priyam
Vande Bhaktha Janaashrayamcha Varadam
Vande Shivam Shankaram (3)

Om Namashivaya Om Namashivaya
All my fears destroy- Om Namashivaya

Pierce my veil of sadness;
free me from all madness
All my fears destroy-Om Namashivaya

Crush my hate, my anger;
envy, greed, no longer
All my fears destroy-Om Namashivaya

Cut the ropes that bind me.
Shine the light. Remind me
All my fears destroy Om Namashivaya

2. Song of Compassion

A prayer extolling the many virtues of the mother goddess and asking for grace – Namosthuthe – salute you. Peter Calo played guitar and Pandit Ronu Majumdar, the flute.

Soorya Koti Prateekasam
Chandra Koti Sama Prabham
Tan Madhye Nikaram Sookshmam
Bramha Roopa Vivasthitham

Omkaram Paramanandam
Sadaiva Sukha Sundareem
Siddha Lakshmi Moksha Lakshmi
Adi Lakshmi Namosthuthe

Sarva Mangala Mangalye
Shive Sarvartha Sadhike
Sharanye Triyambake Gowri
Narayani Namosthuthe

Namosthuthe Namosthuthe

Open this heart, Mother Divine
I want to let it shine, shine

Namasthesthu Mahamaye, Shri Pete Sura Poojithe
Shankha Chakra Gadha Hashe Mahalakshmi Namosthuthe

Namasthe Garudarude Kolasura Bhayankari
Sarva Papa Hare Devi Mahalakshmi Namosthuthe

Sarvajne Sarva Varadhe Sarva Dushta Bhayankari
Sarva Dhukha Hare Devi Mahalakshmi Namosthuthe

Siddhi Buddhi Pradhe Devi Bhukthi Mukthi Pradhayini
Mantra Moore Sada Devi Mahalakshmi Namosthuthe

Adhyantarahite Devi Adishakti Maheshwari
Yogagne Yoga Sambhoothe Mahalakshmi Namosthuthe

Sthoola Sukshma Maha Roudre Maha Shakthi Mahodhare
Maha Papa Hare Devi Mahalakshmi Namosthuthe

Padma Sabasthithe Devi Para Brahma Swaroopini
Parameshi Jaganmata Mahalakshmi Namosthuthe

Swetambara Dhare Devi Naanalankara Bhooshite
Jagastithe Jaganmata Mahalakshmi Namosthuthe

3. Song of Surrender

Om Na Mo Na Ra Ya Na Ya–these eight syllables are said to harmonize the energies in one’s body. I offer all to you, my thoughts, words, and actions. Solo artists include Romero Lubambo on the guitar, Martin Bejerano on the piano, and Jamev Haddad on the drums.

Kayena Vacha Manasendriyairva
Buddhyatmanavat Prakrite Swabhavat
Karomiyadyat Sakalam Parasmai
Narayanayeti Samarpayami

I place all my trust in you, my God
All my hope is in your mercy

My spirit’s longing to be free
Lord shine the light
My quest is more but I can’t see
Therefore beseech you

4. Song of the Teacher

The Sanskrit chants express reverence for the teacher who lights your path to Shivoham. Martin Bejerano on the piano echoes Shubhayu Majumdar’s esraj.

Gurur Bramha Gurur Vishnu
Gurur Devo Maheshwara
Gurur Sakshat ParaBramha
Tasmai Shri Gurave Namaha

Om Shri Gurubhyo Namaha Harihi Om

Walk into the room and I see the sage
With a tace and smile so bright
He looks as if he hasn’t got a care in this world
He glows with a special light
A special light, a special light
He glows with a special light

Guruji won’t you share with me
The secret of the light in your eyes
have to know, and I want that glow
To fill my heart and reach the skies

He said breathe, meditate,
Calm your restless mind,
You are the light, Shivoham,
Look inside and love you will find

Shivoham Shivoham Shivoham Shivoham…

Guruji how can it be
I’ve missed this possibility?
Looking in places far and wide
But love right inside of me?
I need to reach this stage of bliss
I’ll take your word on where it is
Just teach me how
And lead the way
I’ll do just what you say.

I will breathe, I’ll meditate
Calm my restless mind
I am the light, Shivoham,
Look inside and love I’ll find.

Shivoham Shivoham Shivoham Shivoham…

Dhyana Moolam Gurur Moorthim
Pooja Moolam Gurur Padam
Mantra Moolam Gurur Vakyam
Moksha Moolam Guru Kripa

MOVEMENT III – CONNECTING

1. Song of Light

The Gayatri Mantra says, “May the light inside me shine as bright as a billion suns”. The Sanskrit extract from the Nirvana Shatkam of the 8th century AD says, “I have no form. I am everywhere. I am unbounded. I am bliss. I am Shivoham”. Kenny Werner is on the piano, with the King’s Singers from the UK, with their team: Claire Long, Adrian Peacock, and Robert Rice.

Om Bhur Bhuvasvaha
Tat Savitur Varenyam
Bhargo Devasya Dheemahi
Dhiyo Yo Nah Prachodayat

Lead kindly light
Amid th’encircling gloom
Lead thou me on
The night is dark
And am far from home
Lead thou me on

Keep thou my feet;
I do not ask to see
The distant scene
One step enough for me

Lead light of lights
Shine bright inside of me
Lead thou me on
The path is long
And must now be free
Lead thou me on
Keep thou my heart; place my fears with thee
Love’s force unseen
One step enough for me

Aham Nirvikalpam Nirakara Roopam
Vibhutvacha Sarvatra Sarvendriyanam
Sada Me Samatwam Na Muktir Na Bandho
Chidananda Roopa Shivoham Shivoham

2. Song of the Spirit

Two profound sayings from ancient texts – Aham Bramhasmi – I am the universal spirit; and Tat Twam Asi, Soham-I am THAT, light and bliss.
Feeling the love for humanity
My path is peace and harmony, all in unity
I honor God in you and me, my divinity
The universal spirit lives inside of me

Bramha Vishnu Shiva-| greet God in many ways
I feel God in this creation, I see God in every face
Moksha’s liberation, choose your path to be free
But I respect and honor all. God bless you and me

Sarveshaam Swastir Bhavatu Sarveshaam Shantir Bhavatu
Sarveshaam Poornam Bhavatu Sarveshaam Mangalam Bhavatu
Sarve Bhavantu Sukinaha Sarve Santu Niramayah
Sarve Bhadrani Paschyanti Maa Kaschit Dhukh Bhag Bhavet

My roots so very ancient, older than the sea
Been here before, will be again for eternity
I am a part of everyone. You all belong to me
am the universal spirit
The world’s my family.
We are the universal spirit.
We are one family.

Poormnamadhah Poornamidham
Poornath Poornmudhachyate
Poornath Poorna Mudhachyate
Poornameva vashsisvate
Hari Om Shanthi Hari Om Shanthi

3. Song of Peace

An ancient Vedic chant is sung as a hymn with a concluding mantra saluting
and honoring all the elements. Kenny Werner (piano) and Ronu Majumdar (flute) have a conversation.

Dyauh Shanthi Antarikshagum Shanthi
Prithvi Shanthi Apah Shanthi
Oushadhaya Shanti Vanaspathaya Shanthi
Vishve Devah Shanthi Bramha Shanthi
Sarvam Shanthi Shanti Reva Shanti
Sama Shanti Redi, Shanti Shanti shanti

Peace on the Earth, peace only peace
Peace light the universe, peace
Peace in the waters, peace in the air
Peace still the fires, everywhere
Peace for all beings, peace for mankind
Peace be my spirit, peace fill my mind
Peace, peace

Om Sham No Mitrah Sham Varunnah
Sham No Bhavatv-Aryamaa
Sham No Indro Brhaspatih
Sham No Vissnnur-Urukramah
Namo Brahmanne Namaste Vaayo
Tvaameva Pratyakssam Brahmaasi
Tvaameva Pratyakssam Brahma Vadissyaami
Rrtam Vadissyaami Satyam Vadissyaami
TanMaam-Avatu Tad-Vaktaaram-Avatu
Avatu Maam |Avatu Vaktaaram
Om Shaantih Shaantih Shaantih

4. Song of Blessings

Let everything be blessed.
Let it be so; let it be so; let it be so

The Soweto Gospel Choir and their soloists join the NY Soul Chants Ensemble,
Ronu Majumdar (flute), and several soloists.

Sarva Mangalam Bhavatu Bhavatu Bhavatu Bhavatu
Bhoomi Mangalam, Udaka Mangalam, Agni Mangalam, Vayu Mangalam
Gagan Mangalam, Soorya Mangalam, Chandra Mangalam, Jagat Mangalam
Jeeva Mangalam, Deha Mangalam, Mano Mangalam, Atma Mandalam

May the Lord bless and keep us
May the light always shine
Let’s all find Shivoham
Feel grace all the time
Mangalam, Sarva Mangalam

Om Saha Nāvavatu Saha Nau Bhunaktu
Saha Vīryam Karavāvahai
Tejasvi Nāvadhītamastu Mā Vidvisāvahai
Om Shanti Shanti Shantihi

COMPOSED AND PRODUCED BY
Chandrika Tandon

ADDITIONAL ARRANGEMENTS AND ORCHESTRATIONS BY
Teese Gohl, Tejendra Narayan Majumdar, Snehasish Mozumder, Byron Wu, Berty Rice (King’s Singers)

ADDITIONAL PRODUCTION CREDITS
John Kiehl, Teese Gohl, Mirek Vana, Ron Kunene (Soweto), Claire Long, Adrian Peacock (King’s Singers)

MIXING
Scott Cannizzaro – Soundtrack Studios

MASTERING
Ted Jensen – Sterling Sound

CHOIRS
London Voices directed by Terry Edwards, Soul Chants Ensemble of New York, Soweto Gospel Choir, The King’s Singers, Soloists from Ajoy Chakrabarty School of Music of Kolkata

ORCHESTRA
London Metropolitan Orchestra – directed by Andy Brown

Percussion ensembles from India – Kolkata and Mumbai

MAJOR SOLOISTS
Kenny Werner (Piano), Martin Bejerano (Piano), Sally Heath (Piano), Romero Lubambo (Guitar), Peter Calo (Guitar), Pedro da Silva (Portuguese Guitar), Jamey Haddad (percussion) Cyro Baptista (percussion), Thomas Kemp (Violin), Gil Goldstein (Accordion), Anthony Pike (Clarinet), Pandit Ronu Majumdar (Flute), Sandeep Mishra (Sarangi Pratik Shrivastava (Sarod), Shubhayu Sen Majumdar (Esraj)

PHOTOGRAPHY
High Viz Media and others

COVER DESIGN
Clive Jacobson

RECORDED AT
Abbey Road Studios (London)
Steve McLaughlin

British Grove (London)
Steve McLaughlin

Soundtrack Studios (NYC)
Scott Cannizzaro

Sear Sound (NYC)
Jay Messina, Angie Teo, Chris Allen, Owen Mulholland, Grant Valentine

MSR (NYC)
Jack Mason, Alex Hendrickson, Jeremy Russell, Matthew Soares

Studio OM (Kolkata)
Bobbie Prasad

Ajivasan Sounds (Mumbai)
Avadhoot Wadkar

SABC Studios (Johannesburg)

World of Sound (London)
Adam Goldsmith

SPECIAL THANKS TO
Eren Basbug, Alok Dutt, Brian Gill, Roy Hendrickson, Rob Jaczko, Alex Lacamoire, Jamon Maple, Danilo Pérez, Simone Scazzocchio, Marcus Sjowall, Greer Williams, and over 200 extraordinary artists for being part of Shivoham – the Quest.
My gratitude to the universe for setting me on this journey and giving me the music; for the teachers who inspire me every day, and for people all around that support me in ways big and small…